Insanity.

My form 3 days in school countdowns from 14 days. Omg time flies. Its been a looooong year. Form 3, pmr, stresses, freedom. I cant believe Im goiong Form 4 next year! Whai?!! How I wished da time will stop. How I wished da moments will stay. How.. I wished my friends didnt go away. But my those "stupid" and "irrational"wishes will NEVER EVER come true. That's the saddest thing of course. But mmm, we have to move on anyway.

Grow up, date guys, go into university, find ourselves a perfect job.

WAIT, that's too faaaar away o.o

Okay, think about now. A loong looong holiday. WHOA, its like.. 2 and a half months before school officially reopens next year, 2013. Omigod omigod omigod! That means lots of shopping, lots of time hanging out with friends and lots of money spending. Hmm.

Although I fell asleep last night, but I DID thought of smth. I thought about my young days yesterday night. The days when you saw smilesss everyday on yours or your friends' faces. The days when your teachers dont get angry so easily and suddenly. The days when your weekends were like freedom. The days when your homework was just.. colouring.

As we grow up, stresses increases, smiles fades away, tearing drops down from our faces easily. Is that what growing up means? When you started drinking coffee not milk, when you started talking about exams not powerpuff girls? Noooooo :'(

I dont wanna grow up.. I wanna leave in my little wonderland.

Haha, "winn, stop dreaming." whispered my head.

HAIIYOO :(

Buh bye my little perfect world. I have grown up now.