Let it fly

Freedom. Finally. After 3 months of schooling tuitioning stressing blah blah blah. YAY HOLIDAY.
So. 1st term holiday. Im gonnnnnnnnnaaaaa

• camp
• go travelling yay
• piano exam :'/
• hmmmmmmmmm
• SHOPPING!

First of all. Youth camp. Its just a 2 days 1 night camp. Uhmm nothing much.

Travelling.. Its not really travelling since dads company has this anniversary dinner and decided to chia my whole family go kl go a short and relax holiday. (YAY?) And this may lead to bankruptcy hahaha. As we go shopping and all those junk when Im suppose to stay home study chemy test on following Monday. OMGSH but NOOOOOH. Im not gonna study. Guai winnie should leave for a little while. And let relax-mode winnie take over hahahaha. Laughing to myself. Whatever.

FLY AWAY. Im gonna relax the holiday after today, 4.30pm.

Since piano exam finishes that time. So yeah.

And so God, please protect me take care of me and..
Yeah I love you God.

xoxo, amen.

CAMP

KL

HOLIDAY

PLEASE BE

AWESOME!!

Collapsed.

Today.. was school's sports day. HAHA and something really funneh happened. Sad but.. hahahahaha still, FUNNY. Sigh. Okay. I ran for my house today. Yellow house. 400 meters. I personally think that.. its the toughest event. Okay talk bout stamina? I thought that I could only sprint for 200 meters and start walking. But noooo. TODAY, 17 MARCH, I broke my own record, YAY! Haha. I actually sprinted 280m at least, but daaamn I collapsed and fell down when I was 3 meters away from the finishing line. SIGH. Yes. I actually happened. I actually fell and collapsed when I was just 3 freaking meters away from the finishing line.


When I fell, I heard ppl go 'oww'. Haha which when I think that I was kindda stupid. Haih. Then I got up and jog to the finishing line. After that, collapsed another time. EH but not bad la. Not last position. Haha. OK I feel like writing a failing essay. Hmmmmm. And so ppl helped me with the cut and starches and all those things.


AH SO EMBARRASSING :'(

And yeah some of those people, friends, best friends.. haha helped me. YAAY.
I felt great. Thank God for such bunch of peeps.

Im yellow house member!! :)

YAY 8)

Classmates. DUDES haha

Silhouette

OUCH haha

Sigh but yellow house got last this year.
Izit because of me? *look left look right
Haiyoooh.

God will help.

I realized I haven't really post lately. Here we go, again.

*Breathing in deep.

I had been thru so so so much these days. I have became a real teenager. All those teenage problems, stresses, blah blah blah, came to me, one by one. Growing up, is really scary. Growing up us when the whiteboards of the classroom are full with notices or announcement about daily tests, growing up is when you have busy day and busy night, growing up is when you will feel so emo suddenly and start to cry.



Man. Everythings so tough.
Sometimes you think you wanna give up. And you wanna just stay in bed and dont wanna go school. I know exactly how you feel. I wont wake up with a non-stressed heart if there're tests in school that morning. I wont eat breakfast with good feelings that day neither. I will feel stressed. Who wont? Who wants to have so much stresses?! But that's life.

God brought us to this world. This wonderful Earth.
He has his words, his meaning.
He gave us life for something. For some purposes.



All we need to do its just..
Accept it :/

Cause God will be by your side wherever you fall

And the dead of night whenever you call

And please dont fight these hands that are holding you.

And when someone tries to hurt you or wants to fail you from doing something you need to complete, stay strong. And pray hard. God will help you. He'll protect. He made his promises. He'll love us. We need to have faith. And calm, be still, dont break down.






Cause giving up means..
You scared. You a coward.

Nobody is perfect. We are not going to die if we make mistakes. All we have to do is stand up and face it. That's all. Dont be a coward! You may think that, what the hell, life sucks! I cant even do this, do that.. But HEY! EVERYONE MAKE MISTAKES!! Just let it be. God will help. Have faith in him. Believe him.

You're not ugly, you're God's wonderful creation.
You're not stupid, you're smart.
You're not mean, you're kind.
You're not an alien, you're a perfect human being.
You're not fat, you're just blessed with food.
You're not different or a freak, you're special.
You're not a loser, you're cool.
You're not a loner, you're popular.
You're not alone, you have friends.
You're not hated, you're so so so loved.


And after those stresses and everything turned out to be right,
Its a success.
Im so blessed to have such an amazing life :')