A little stability.

Rushy feelings. Another week, gone. 7weeks to pmr.  ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!


But.. Its so true. So true that all my friends are saying it. All the newspaper or internet news are saying about it. My classroom's whiteboard has the dates and countdowns on it. BLAH. It is so gonna come. Uhhsy. So. After corrections for 15 questions for BM, I got 6 wrongs. Which means.. No more straight As for mock exam :'(


ISH.

I got A for history. Which is kindda unbelievable. Nyehehe. Those names, dates, factors.. Urgh. I just cant enter them into my brain! I need bigger gigabytes, I need a little more stability. Feel like Im so going to be blown away when the wind of exam blow my way. 7weeks! Can I really get those revisions done by 7WEEKS?!






Believe. That's what I need. In God, in me myself, in my teachers, in my classmates and friends. Right?
Im sure that I can do it. CONFIRM. Straight As. Hahaha.

Right. So tmr's first day of 3rd semester. Whooots. Back to school, JIAYOU, Winn!
I should start paying 100% attention on my teachers and books and homeworks..

I can. I always can. Its just that I want, or I dont want.We want, or we dont want. Of course everybody wants to get super good results and go into super good class when we're in next year. So.. Yeah. Study now, better future? Yeah. Think bout the people who have hopes on us. They want to see us to be a successful person. Do it for them, do it for yourself, do it for God.





God will help us. I love you God. Here we go again.



xoxo,
Winn.

-posted by Bing-

Hi. (Bing's lame :))

Dignity.

Today wasted. Its .. ermm 4th day of semester break? And I only finished 3sets of history papers when there's 2 more days left for FUN. There're 8sets btw. This's ridiculous. Why do we have holiday homeworks? I spent the 2nd day (tuesday) doing it. And I was like.. Pfft. Who so sakai go do those things teacher give? :'( Caroline's still in Aussie btw. I've always wanted to go there! Perth, Aus!! RAWR.


So..

I wasted today by reading books, online-ing, blogging, watching tvs and.. errm, no more o.o ohya and guitar :) I know its no good but, ngahh. Holiday mooood lerh. How to concentrate? I tried my very best this morning to study history form3 but nooh. I brought up oreos and junk foods. Do you know that oreos + junk foods = study (a little while)? Haha.


I even tried to write notes in my books. IT DIDNT WORK.
And I gave up writing them after 20 minutes. Cause I couldn't be bothered.
Exams are coming up real soon so I REALLY need to study.
Phew. Piang. Pong. Haihyah.


And I was shocked to see that there's only 46days to public exams.
Although I got pretty-good results for mock last week but I felt that smth's wrong.
Something's missing :'(
Somebody tell me? Cause I have no idea what's that.

You know,
People say they have this kind of six-sense thing where they can sense smth that others cant.
That's pretty weird though. Ahmmph.
STUDY? NO?
STUDY? YES?
STUDY? MAYBE?
STUDY? ...?


For a better future. Yes, study. (later)
Before that. Nyehehe, my private series book.
Laid there since this morning after I cooked breakfast for my  lovely family <3
Right. Back to Private Series : Inner Circle :)





Bydaway, Im home alone now o.o
Alright. Kthxbye.




Love,
winn.

Revealed.

OKAY.THIS IS GOING TO BE IN THE LIST OF HOT NEWS OF WINNIEWWM. MY SECRETS ARE GOING TO BE EXPOSED. THE ANGEL SIDE, DARK SIDE, UPPER SIDE, DOWN SIDE.. EVERYTHING! THIS SHALL CHANGE THE WAY ALL YOU LOOK AT ME. THIS POST IS GOING TO BE AN EYE OPENER, A SHOCKER.

No lahh. Siau. Im not that  secretive and scary. I can be read like an open book rmb? I dont have many secrets lahh. Pfft. Today's post.. Here we go.

Listening to enchanted by taylor swift ♥

One reason I looooove taylor's songs because it actually expressed girl's inner voice out. Like.. " Whoo! This is how I feel! " Her sweet sound, nice melody of the song. Ooooh! I wanna be like her. But.. That's so impossible  :'( sometimes, we just fell in love with something and wanna be like them. But that uuuuggghhh feeling tied up in our heart when we cant even do a little to get closer to our target. A bit sien.

I feel happy when I saw text appear on my iPhone's lock screen.

This is the feeling every girl get. Sweet, chocolate plus some strawberry syrup smell. Aww :') I want something magical to happen. Like really. There have to be something in life that we can do when we're bored. LOL, like.. date. But that's impossible for me to have a boyfriend now. Pmr, rmb? Hehe. Sometimes, people ask me why you wanna hurt guys that treat you so nice? I didnt mean to, okay? I just cant. And thanks for all those treats.*problems in my head, dizzy.. Maybe next time. High school, collage.

The person I hate the most.

I dont hate anyone at this moment. Maybe the girls flirting with my boyfriend next time. Next time. *thank God

My holiday destination when I mature enough to overnight outside.

Hawaii, Australia, LA, Paris, blah blah blah. Oh my God. Going there with a bunch of crazy friends would be fun. Cant imagine it. That'll be like.. Whoooosh!! Shop for clothes, take photos along the beach, pillow fights.. (omg im going crazziee!)

The time I love the most.

Sleeping, obviously. Ouuh. And water fight with friends in school. IN SCHOOL.

The author and the books I looove.

Private serious by kate brian. Apparently.I've been saying those books in my previous blog post. Its really awesome. Guys, you should read it. Like.. omg, I love these books! Buahaha.

Now,

Person that I looove the VERY MOST.

Apart from daddy, mummy and my cute little bro. Girls should have somebody that they would text a lot with. Must have. Will have. Haha, so do I. Hmm, but should I or should I not exposed my this BIG BIG BIG secret here? This post could be edited you know. Hmmph. Maybe next time. Pfft. Paiseh Im shy. Nyehehe.

* Hope you knew more bout me :)

Love,

winn.

Particular me.

I love being called pretty, but i'll never believe it.
Im not always right, but hate admitting I'm wrong.
Im almost always smiling, but its not always real.
I can be read like an open book, but hide so much.
I word hard at things, but don't always get what I deserve.
I always treat people nicely, but they didn't do that in return.

RAWR.
Im just a girl. Like the normal girls outside.
Long hair, like to wear shorts, like taking photos, hanging out with friends, text, staring at an ant for a real long time, read those romance novels and blah blah blah.

Yeah I made this myself. Pro or not :')

Sometimes, things happen.
I just need somebody to talk to. Somebody that knows or understands my feelings.


WHY AM I WRITING THESE CRABBS?



:'/

Hehe, guess I needa chill. Completely drowned in the holiday-mood-wonderland. Nyehehe. K. Bye. xoxo

Decisions.

Wooooosh. One of my friends asked me something yesterday. Something kind of sensitive. Bout love, people and relationship. Its sensitive for most people. But for me? No feeeeling. Uhh, the sucky questions went round my head yesterday afternoon. When I was still in school. The wind was breezing so strong and it looked like it was going to rain. The whole afternoon in school was DULL. Apart from the geography and history results, I was worrying about the living skills result. The paper was harder than the usual one. Wishing for a good result when the school reopens.


Sou.. Back to the topic. My 'that' friend asked me whether I was going to accept some kind of 'puppy love' relationship. I pushed the whole conversation away. By saying that I was suppose to focus on my studies. Its kind of true. I mean.. Hey. Pmr is so near, you want me to die? Haha.



UHH.
PLEASE.





I have a friend. More to classmate. She's dating my another classmate. Both of their relationship super good. Like a new married couple. But something happened. Their results in mock exams. One got high As whereas one got Bs for their geography and history papers. That scene scared me. Relationships affect your studies? What if we focus on relationship and studies both at the same time? Can it happen? Uh.. This is another sucky feeling.

Studies important or relationships? Both? NO SUCH THING.








Its complicated and.. I dont know, rather stupid?
Dizzy pinzzy lizzy gizzy wizzy @.@

I should focus on my studies then. Of course.
Always. Or maybe books can be my boyfriend.
YEAHH, GAHH.



xoxo,
winn.

Revelation.

Wind of Sumatra. Blowing whole night till dawn. Cold day since last late night.

Its Saturday. First day of 3rd semester break.

Wondering of Im going any place this holiday?

.. NO.

I wanna go beach.

I wanna go see fireflies.

I wanna do baking.

I wanna read books.

But NOH. Pmr's near. Very near. *nervous

Sou.. Am I suppose to revise or.. Hang out with friends?

NYEHEHE. Its holiday :(

Caroline's going Australia this coming Sunday. She was like.. surprise! Ishh. Jealous me.

Fine. I got better things to do than you. Revise, haha :)

Does Australia looks like this?

I dunno, she dunno.

Wait and see those pictures she's going to take when she's there bah.

Hmmm..

Sign.

Closure.

Last day of 3rd semester. Ohhh my. Its middle of August. I was like.. Fish?!@%#^&!




Wokay. Chill winn.

HMMPH.
So.. Mock was this week. Passed, swiftly.


Got back history and geography paper today. Its was perfect! Just as I thought. Thankiu God :)
Nyehehe. Its really good when you reach your target. Buahaha. But.. It doesnt happen to everybody.

Just right after geography exam.
*slapped my hands on one of my friend's back.

" Hey! How was it? Quite okay right? " I said, smiling.
" Haha, okay okay lahh. You? "
" Umm, its quite okay for me too. You sure get A one la. No worries! " Smiling back.
" Haha, hope so. "
" Wanna bet? "
" Haha, whatever you say. "
" Lol.. "




After the test papers are down.
*slapped my hands on my 'that' friend's back.

" Supps. How much you get? Heard that lots of people got A, buahaha. "
" .... "
" Hey, you okay? "
" Omg, I cant believe it. "
" What happened? "

* she showed me her test papers. I was like.. CRAP. I was the one who said that she confirm get A. And I had dropped a bet on her. Ouuuuch.

" Im sorry.. "
" Nah. Careless mistakes.. " her voice sounded like she was going to cry.
" Awww.. Sokay la. Jiayou next time. "
" Kay.. "









Life goes up and down.
Friend, jiayou bah.
You can do it for the real exam.
Its just mock.
No big deal.
Change mistakes into experiences.
So you can do it better next time..

Escape.

One of the most hardest parts of life is deciding whether to walk away or try harder. True. Completely true. Life life life. Something amazing? Awful? Uhhing feelings bout it? Or.. Awesome?
The beginning of something magical :)

I had mock exam this week. Ended today - 16 Aug, Thursday, 2.45pm.
Last heavy exam before the REAL exam.
57 days. With my A for history for this mock exam, thinking I'm prepared?






Booom booom boooooooooom.

Read another book. Private : Vanished. 

This is how it looks like. LOL. Its really awesome. Bout series murder and those kidnappes in a collage. Romance, crimes, mysteries.. WOOOTS. Umm umm. Im not crazy, just a private series novel's fan ♪~

This is how it looks like.

Alright.



So.. there's a whole next-week-school-semester-break.
Oh my God. Like.. YESSSH!

♣ texting
♧ blogging
♣ gossiping
♧ reading
♣ drawing
♧ boothing
♣ gatherings
♧ tv-ing
♣ cooking
♧ resorting
♣ relaxing
♧ baking
♣ cleaning
♧ happpppy-ing
♣ Guitaring



It rhymes o.o
Do you notice that there's no studying. Nyehehe.
Yeap. No studying during that week 8)

* THINKK! *

Its on. Da bulb's  on .

Time for exams.

Sealed.

Next week's pmr mock. Prepared? Yes no maybe? YES.

Its been long since the last blog post of mine. Busy revising tests, exams.. x.x

They're killing me. Stabbing. Tearing.

But, all's sealed.

Read a book from the private series last week - Ominous. 308 pages in three days. Im not trying to show off some reading talent but could you believe it? It never thought of reading a novel in such short time. Maybe because of the awesome story line and, err.. Yeah. Story line. Private novel by Kate Brian. Yeah, that's it. Really awwwesome.

So. Mock's next week. Trynna get ready for it. Ouu, and pmr that's very near. Umm, leaving this bloggy this aside so I can obviously concentrate on my studies? Yeah, correct. I'm leaving this for A WHILE. Gahh, I know it sucks. But, studies is more important for me. So much more important. Apparently.

So.. Umm. Bye, take care. I'll be back soon.

xoxo,

WinnieNat.

An imperfect angel.

Lodge National School. Its been 3years. Like... wtf? So fast omg @.@

Form1 was not THAT okay.
Form2 was bravo.
Form3 is going to be AWESOME !




3years, lots of friends, bunches of emotions, stacks of books and papers.
I have learnt. And thoughts of lots of things.

Angel side of me always say : " Just go for it. Your dream. You can do it ! "
Devil side of me  always say : " Just sleep. You'll be alright. "


OMG. Goddy God. Protect me. Keep me under your wings.
Keep me away from my STUPID attitudes.
Pretty please?

Amen.