The beginning of the end.

Four! Can you sense how excited I am hahaha. 2015 oh 2015. Well, having youth camp tmr, like yesh omgg finally. And after that, back to school,m daily routine but diff everything (I wonder if my friends are missing me) hahaha. OH and Caro sent some xmas presents from Aus! Oh God love her forever xoxo.



We could be heroes.


Yeah anything is possible. Hold on.
2015's gonna be exciting.

x

The scent of xmas.

Christmas is finally here! In.. err 3 days? OMG cant wait for xmas presents, parties, and church services hhahahaha. God is so amazing you know that uhm everything in this world is arranged and well prepared by him.


I have this youth camp this saturday on the 28th hhahaha. OH Ikr my holiday is holiday but its so fully scheduled. I have no time for car driving lesson and piano playing. But urgh who cares?! Christmas is coming (it's Jesus' bday!) and New Year is so soon like one and a half week?


Seriously? This year flew faster than last year. To be honest although I have SPM examination this year hahahaha. Anyways Im sooo happy that it's over but guess what, I have to go back to the old same school (juts a few streets away and different classmates, table tops, rules- we wear casually and bring phones!). I should buy stationaries and stuff asap right? GAH.



OH can't wait for youth camp anyway hahahahaha.
Gonna turn this youth camp so damn fun with Damai one day trip and all!
WOOHOO can't wait cause we're all Young & Free!

"At break of day, in hope we rise,

we speak Your name, we lift our eyes."

Wake, Hillsong- Young&Free

YEEHAAAH rock n' roll. Stay tuned babes, more updates.
Now I feel the summer breeze ohh yes this feeling hahahahahahah.

W x

Wonders.

Hi ya'all. Been to Singapore, went to cruise hahaha conclusion: FUN.

There's one thing about SG that makes me super happy. Their toilets hahaha. I wonder if anyone ever complaint about SG's toilet hahahahaa. They must be nuts LOL. So SG trip done, back to daily routine! (Of course I have to cut out the book revision session hahaha I mean, Im not crazy. SPM so damn over, what for? I don't even have A-levels books yet ahha)

#omg

Before I get to college (Lodge inter lol) I have to buy Back2School's stuff when all the other kids have to do it tooooo. Its so soooon. Havent even had enough holidays hahaha. But there's a camp coming up! Youth camp, (Im like "oh yeah" then "YESH") WOOHOO. Another round of party.

There's this book fair going on and woah I should buy Back2School's stuff. 

*sigh and double sighhh*

Anyways you know this apple store has discounts for college students esp MacBook Pro (Omg I want it so damn muccch). I hope they have it this holiday before Jan intake for collegers! OH PLS.

Christmas coming up.

SO HAPPY! :D

Laters x

Fairy lights.

HELLO YA'ALL. Yes going off for SG tmr! This feeling is so.. *love emoji*/*dreamy eyes emoji*/!@!#$@%&$^&*^/OH. Yes finally. Hahahahhaah looking back at those days when I had SPM examinations haha, so weird man, it was like what, 11 days? But it seems a (idk) thousand years before. ANYWAYS its  over and I gotta move on! (Waseh so mature wor muahaha)


So I'll become a college student after 31st December. Way to go, Winn! College man, look at me. I was like six the other day and now Im seventeen?!? Oh dear dear dearest time, you should slow down man. Seventeen and years later I'll be what? Twenty-one?




My bio teacher told my class that twenty-one years old is the prettiest year in a human's life. Is it true? I have no idea! And my high school classmates start planing reunions at the age of twenty-one! (Psst you know why, they wanna see girls at their prettiest age, hiao or not! Haha) Maybe its true. Let's wait and see hahahhaha.




So, college man college.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I can't believe it ugh!
This whole thing is too damn friggin fast!
We should like chill you know before we get into A-levels/Universities.
OHMAMA.




Anyways, I have wishes for christmas and for my college one-and-a-half years! Hahahaha first of all, Im getting a car! OMIGOD a car man. Real nice cute car (so gonna shop for its keychain in SG). And I wanna MacBook. Im like pls, I need/want/really want/oh God yes I really want a MacBook (Pro) if possible! Hahahahahha. Anyways, its not too ridic right, I mean look at all those college kids these days. They ALL have freaking MacBook hahaha. I mean even high school kiddo have them too! So yeah. TBH, ASAP <3







YEAH so the damn cruise Im boarding tmr has full wifi coverage but you know what, they charge damn $ and its US$10/hour. (Ikr wtf?) UGHH guess I really cant update anything on twitter/instagram/facebook/blogger (sigh) but what to do? I wont pay $10/hour for goddamn wifi. Maybe its super laggy, we wont know.




SO YEAP till here we say byes for a lil while. It wont be long.
Tis' the season to be happy
falalalala~
Sandy beaches, beautiful sunsets, shopping bags, delicious burgers IM COMING FOR YA!
(I wonder how's OrchardRoad's deco <3)




x

Nervousa.

So I went for car learning today. It wasnt as fabulous. It was kindda scary to be honest! Anyways, will be going SG in 3 days and my heart goes like WOOHOO another wonderful/beautiful/awesome trippp.



AMAZING.



So my dearest best friend went Aus yerterday (DUH of course I cried I'm a girl pls) haha
*smiling/crying emoji*
Cheers to our 5 years friendship!



She was like "must come Melb oooh" and we were like searching for air tickets, and how exx $ it costs and gonna think about our next year's plans as to go Aus or not. HMMPH why cant air tickets be cheaper and cheaper and cheaper and cheaper hahahaha?



Well anyways, gonna go for another car driving lesson tmr! Best friend was like "that day hoh my second lesson, he asked me drive to airport! #$%^&@*%@!" I was like OH MY MAMA can dont?! Cause you know cars rushing to airport and all hahahha. Damn but still gotta face it.




Christmas is so round the corner! Mood's on and the joy you feel when holidays here hits me WOO!

A bit hopeless cause we're in Malaysia and M'sia doesnt snooooow

So gonna rock this holiday. But for now, car learning lesson!




Laters x

These memories wont fade.

Salt in the air, sand in my hair.

Hello! I just got back from semantan- the beach hahaha. The whole trip was wonderful, the best trip I've ever been. It means better than SG trip that time and Borneo Highlands aahahaha. WHY?

Friends we stayed tgt in a chalet hahaha watched movies 21 jump street, 22.. OH GOD tatum hahaa. Shared secrets, food, bbq-ing ttgt, sing tgt, blankets hahaha. Swimming was awesome and wow you had really bonded tgt like really?! Of course we wanted more but time doesnt allow.

And here we are, back to our own homes, settled down/packed, going separate directions for future studies soon. Best friend is going Australia this coming Tues can you believe it? This is so fast I mean who'll hang out and do sot shoppings with me?

Honestly, I'll miss this.

I'll cry like I've never done that before. I dont want this to be over. I wanna stop the time, but.. idk.

So my friend's dad preached when we were in sematan. He said we must not stay away from God eventho life's tough, eventho life's fun/busy. Yeah duh haha.

Cause God will turn the pain into power.

Ohmagad I'll cry Im gonna cry I'll miss this so much.

So gonna miss these people x

Real freedom.

OH YES GUESS WHAT. Im officially out of high school today! The invigillator was like "Okay. Stop writing, your time is up." and I know, SPM examination is over and I've graduated from high school.

YAY!!@#$%^*%$@!

So hello December! I've never felt this joy before and this has been a looong time since my last relieved smile hahaha. And NOW look at me! All smiling and steady and happy like heaven! Im happy like Christmas is here and oh yes this feels so nice!


Ive plans for my holiday!
And yes first checkpoint, shopping with my best friend later and eat delicious steak with my family. Okay maybe I should watch a movie! Or.. IDK smth like painting my room or haha idk.







My life seriously, just got so much better.
Everything I see, everything I touch is so perfect and well. Its weird because I never realised it hahahahaha. I guess its the stress hormones hahahaha but uhm who cares? SPM examination is so over now lol who cares who cares who cares?!?




So damn super happy/hyper/joy now.
You'll never get this feeling until you finish sitting some hell important examination.



For now, its raining lol.
But sleeping is good too hahaha.

"The truth will set you free"

John 8:32

And I must get closer to God.
He guided me thru this hell exam. Cheers.
Laters x

Just one more paper.

Hello all! Its been loooong (like 3 months?) since my last post. And looking at my last post making me wanna laugh like siau, because YEAP SPM IS OVER!! *put Chinese aside first, that's what my bog title is about hahahahaha*

So my friends that are not taking extra subjects (eg Chinese, ICT) went movies and of course I went tooooo eventho I have Chinese hahahahaha. I mean its a week away, come onnn relax a bit won't take a long time! SO WE WATCHED MOCKINGJAY OMG <3

You can't tell how much I looove Hunger Games and this Mockingjay was so awesome that that that.. that idk how to explain and express haahha. And Liam Hemsworth was sooo damn beautiful in that movie. (How many times I fell in love with him already? *still fallinggg*)

URGH how can something/someone be so beautiful and perfect?

ANYWAYS He's just a hot damn god-dammit person ahhaha. APART FROM THAT,

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!

#%*(#)#_^&*#&#*!@)(%$#{^{@#}@&

Tis the season! Its in idk how many days. OH 28 DAYS! Hahahahahhahahahaha. And those christmas trees in malls, christmas presents christmas songgg.

*hyper-already*

CAN'T WAIT for

• Christmas
• My trip with bffs at the beach
• Cruiso
• SG! #%$@(#%@(

OH YES all good things are coming! Hard work stresses gonna be paid off (but still ada Chinese BUT WHO CARES). I havent went to H&M. I should go with my ass best friend today! But Chinese - asideeee.

CHRISTMAS!

Can you believe it?

This heavenly-excited feeling :D

Be right back (cause I'm back on bloggers!),

Winnie x

Running out.

Can you believe it. SPM is in 8 weeks.
Dang.
This is going sooo well that I haven't started a bit of my revision plan.
I thought we have like what, 8 months?
And now its not months, its week. Countable and stressing.
OH GOD HELP ME.



Seriously. I need to start focusing everything. Plainly everything. Not like I didn't focus all these while but HUH LOOK AT THIS-- 8 WEEKS DUUUDEE!! And "buahahahahaha" mock is in 11 days! :'D I mean look at this. This SPM thing is serious. If I wanna get into A levels and get maximum scholarship, this is it. So uhm many sad faces appeared in school these days. Showing all kind of sad expressions: sad-till-cry, frown, dark-circles-sadness, exams-coming-sad-face and blah blah.


So my teachers they all somehow said that we should start planning and studying (since February) and TADAAAH here we are-- August and haven't planned and studied a bit. So they said "appreciate your time, friends and all", we didn't care. This is when I regret. My precious time between Feb and Aug just.. IDK GONE.



Give me strength please oh God.

"Appreciate your time, friends and everything else"

-Ms Susanna, Sejarah teacher

I get it now. Start studying haha. 8 weeks fly freakin' fast dude.
Sejarah, Biology, Chemistry, Physics.. I have no idea.
Do you get the stress thing when you want to achieve something.
But you're kindda lack your time. And you can actually feel that time is running out.
But I'll start studying hahahahahaha. Those morning brains. Yesh.




Alright so for all: no blogging for I-don't-know 8 weeks + 1 month?
*Study mood on*
*Exam mood on*
*Waking-up-5am-everyday mood on*
Fighting.

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything,

by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.

And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding,

will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus."

-Philippians 4:6-7

So the night.

Tonight's interact night. YAY. My and my classmates' last interact night tho. SIGH. And uhm there's a problem. There's always this problem. Annoying. But true. I can't find a dress! We can't. Omai please help me. Its less than 12 hours to interact night and I have no dress. My dress is either too "not-there" or its too "up-to-standard". Haha can't find a suitable one. HOW?!

And so. Idk.

Wish me luck hahahaha in finding dresses.

Readers, xoxo.

Seventeen girl seventeen.

Birthday. My birthday today. Rasa special. Hahahahahaha. Much.

Summertime happiness.

Finally home after 2 days 1 night vacation at Borneo Highlands Resort & Spa.
With my class teacher and classmates! Omg the whole was just awesome and totally amazing!! Borneo Highlands, as you all know, teenagers normally prefer the beaches instead of highlands. But HOWEVER, our class prefer borneo highlands as we never been there before.


But I've been there. So I quite know that place.
Not that hot, just cool cool environment. Its a really wonderful place.



We reached the foot of the mountain and we used their awesome cute tram bus to go up the hill. Sloppy roads, windy wind, beautiful view during our ride. Totally worth it hahaha. And yeah reached there check in blah blah blah then afternoon session (Super long story here. They have this "bicycle for rent" thing over there. And my guy classmates rent every bike they got there. Then off they go! Cycle up the golf hills and down the hills. I managed to cycle it toooo! Since well the guys really generous to borrow me hehe. Then I have this classmate he pressed the wrong brake and the whole just turn over. We were shocked to hear that since we all went back to the hotel room to chill and get ready for the next thing. However, he was brought to hospital back in town areaaaa. Which was.. 2 hours drive. It was really sad tho. Teacher followed him. And then it started to rain so we decided to cancel of the route to kalimantan view place. So we watched movies! (yes they actually have theater over there) How cool, and about 2 hours later it stopped raining and we continue our plans. Gardens with over 100 species of beautiful blooming plants, horses, grapes, waterfall.. just amazing and nice) and night session where we get to BBQ! :D



My close friends and I stayed up till 4.30am. My gosh ikr. And so we watched sun rise. SUPER COOLDD.

The next day we went to jungle track. It was awesome except for one thing that made me didnt actually enjoy it: LEECHES. I mean obviously, nobody like leeches. They kept getting onto our shoes and body we were like "AHHHH HELP GROSS EWWW" and so and so. Everybody have this leechphobia until we cannot. Hahahahhahahhahaha. Anyway, we experienced this kind of thing. Good for us?

Yeah it sums up everything. Haha.
Super tired now. Got flu, muscle pain.
OH until I cannot also.


HAHAHA K THANKS BYE :))

We're all a little insane.

WHAT A GOOD DAY.

Today, the first day of school holiday! Happy happy everyone. Planning to take a break during this wonderful beautiful summer holiday but then I found out that SPM examination is 223 days. I mean.. "WADA!?! So fast?! We had like ONE year!!" Yeah it is the truth. PFFT. I guess you'll be seeing me holding bio or sejarah book whenever I go.




This is gonna suck so bad.







We all have this idea about what we gonna do after high school. For me? Yeah I have ambition too. And pleaseee I wanna just get out of high school without sitting for SPM (yay) or tests or exams teachers give DAILY (double triple yay). Haihhh. So pressuring. Everybody in the class still acts like SPM is in two years when it is two hundred days away! My classmates are just not right. Or mature. HEH.


Fine, I guess my holiday is a study week.
I shall force myself to, well at least study some..
When I cant even :O



Well, maybe I should chill :D




URGH this kind of dilemma.





ANYWAY.
Everybody shall be happy every single day. Eventho you have exams like next week, or hundred days away. Hmmmph. Its a choice. If we wanna be happy, let us be. Nothing can stop us. Happy is easy. Smile always altho youre not that joyful, laugh and have stomach ache. HAHAHAHA.

ENJOY THE SUN
ENJOY THE LIGHTS
ENJOY READING BOOKS
ENJOY BEING TEENS
ENJOY WONDERFUL THINGS AROUND  US
ENJOY BEAUTIFUL PICTURES
ENJOY HIGH SCHOOL
ENJOY GUYS TEXTING YOU
ENJOY THOSE SONGS
ENJOY EVERYTHING!



WE ALL SHALL NEVER GROW UP.
I choose to be happy. Always and forever hehe ♥
Life, don't be afraid to start over.
Its a brand new opportunity to rebuild what you truly want.
Brand new everyday*

Flying petals.

Friday. Another week..  byed. SIGH STILL CANNOT ADMIT THE FACT THAT TIME FLIES.


Which is sad.





Well. School went went. They had sports day (my last year in it), water rocket science competition (my last year in it, toooo), PHOTO SHOOT, and blah blah blah programmes. HMMPH. Pretty much gonna miss them?


Oh yeah. My friends and I are not going to miss any education fair this year. Since we're in the last year of high school (Im so nervous for college and universities), so yeah we gonna take (/steal) those books and catalogs about colleges and universities when we go educational fair! WOOHOO YEAH. And we did take a looot. Whole bag. Yesterday was the UK Educational Fair. And tmr's the Study In Malaysia educational fair. Hmm yeah study in Malaysia. UK's A level already so freakishly expensive what more to say BDS.


One thing about girls when you go colleges or universities, (Wait, several/many/alotof things*)

1. BUY NICE CLOTHES.
2. DECORATE YOUR NEW ROOM (which we'll stay for idk-5 years?)
3. MAKE YOURSELF LOOK CONFIDENT & BEAUTIFUL ♥
4. GET A NEW PHONE/LAPTOP!
5. GET A COMPLETE MAKE UP SET.
6. BRING ALONG COLOURFUL FILES (they help in decorating)
7. MANY MOREEE. (pfft you dont say)

♥


Hmm. So yeah. Im so damn deciding which college or university to choose.
OMIGOD. SO MANY. SO EX. SO.. IDK :(
I wonder. My ideal college.. idk too. Hmmmmmph.




Well.

*changes topic*




My class' photo shoot was totally totally totally AMAZING and WONDERFUL :D
Apart from the one-of-my-friends-stepped-her-heels-on-my-toes (damn painful), everything was perfect.
Everyone was wearing tux'es, dress'es.. Curly hair and mohawks everywhere!

With le guys ♥

FORM 5

PLEASE BE A MIRACLE :*

Im so proud of my classmates.
Five year, same class, so much memories :')
My teenage life's indeed amazing ♥
Nyehehe, that ends today's bloggg page.

Check it out again later!
KTHXBYE :)

We all have no idea.

Hello everyone. Its beeeen soooo long since I last blogged. Anyway hi! :)

Dropped by to tell you all that form 5 life is.. omgah idk how to describe. Homeworks and tests and exams and orals and uhh meetings everyday. Its been so long since I last truly rested. Oh hmm.

Alright. Anyway, my friends and I are planning to travel the west Malaysia after our spm examination! We'll go Penang, KL and even go Singapore! But this is a big huge plan. Hmm I have no idea we all have no idea if this will even work out. But I guess uhm yeah I hope someone will be brave enough to err you know plan something out. HEHE.

Oh yeah this guy :)

CAAANDID HAHAHA.

Will be my year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! Its a brand new day of the brand new year. Raining, blogging, thinking, enjoying. Dropped by just to tell ya all that my high school starts tmr. Last year in it. Sigggh as you all know, time flies. So yeah I shall appreciate every moment every bits every sentence of people around me say. I shall not cry :') ♥



Nervous. Tomorrow's first day of school. My class is having 2 new students. Haha a dude a girl. Hmm I wonder how they will change our class. Alright. Hoping that this is a great year, better than last, and here we go! Please please please please be amazing.

2014,

make my wishes come

true.